Wednesday, January 6, 2010

2010, here we go again.

In about 10-11 months, I should be finding out whether or not I'll be able to drive for a large transportation outfit again.
Being at home, in the same town is biting me hard in the ass and training for some other career is just not working out.
Over the past eight years, I've found the local college to be somewhat of an indicator of what's to come should I continue to endure that route.
A diverse student population might be good for some, but with everyone shooting for a different career/life goal, there's little common ground to bond over.
Henceforth, I feel like the black-sheep that's only trying to attend school and earn a certification/degree in order to only appease anyone I hold to a higher regard.

So, rather than punish myself and waste more money to get more F's, I'm just going to continue the rather simple job I'm performing right now and stick it out until the trucking thing works itself out by the end of this present year.
It's getting a little irritating for everyone else that I'm sitting on my ass and not moving forward, but to me, that's my process for progress.

Kind of like hitting silly putty with a hammer, it'll shatter with all that hard and quick force, you got to knead it slowly.